ahh today i aint feelin so gewd... past 6 weeks been fawkin torture, i'm tired, ionoz nuns in my chem class, i'm getting lazi in doing my work...  and i'm jus plain tired... i jus wanna see my boifriend... lion Dance been fun i've been a member for lion dancing for lyk 4 or 5 weeks now. i wish i got lyfe goinz easier lyk no hw... and not much work, ne wayz yeah i haven't mah bf for so long... it's been 3 weks since i saw him and if i dont see him soon i know ima cry lyk a daym baby... i've shed tears 2x nowz, one during lion dancing cuz me and my mommy got to hella arguments and i'm jus tired... and today was during PE class cuz lyk yeah i've been hella tense for 2 weeks and i feel lyk i'm bout to burst out anytime and when that stupid basketball hit me on my back god i feel lyk bitch slappin the asswipe he did tat but yeah instead i feel lyk i couldn't do nuns so den i shed a couple ov tears... so now here i am jus tired and finna go to slp nowz cuz i cant take dis week... wellz w/e i'm gone.

wellz lately i've been kinda depressed... dunno why, i guess it's cuz i feel hella alone at skewl and no one is dere for me anymore... got no friends to chill wit no more, got no one to talk to anymore, i'm jus... plain out all alone almost, anywayz it doesnt matter anywayz. *sigh*

On Friday it's jus crazy Tam was probably on a Period or sumthizn cuz he was hella bitching at this dude hu changed his grades in Tam's record xD crazy. Den Lion dance was kewl, practiced alot and not that tired in lion dancing.

Saturday, I was planning on studying but mah sister's came down to Oakland and then we jus went shopping, i bought a few Jeans.

and den Sunday im helping My friend Allen study to get into geometry for the 2nd marking period. ugh.. yeah Allen is this dude up in my algebra class that i'm helping him getting in to geometry.

so that;s it for me...

right now i'm jus sad... pplz dun see the pain in me cuz they dun understand hu da hell i am... pplz hu dink they know me, dunno me at all. ever since i told Peter that Annie styll likes him and maybe styll love him, everything seems good! ^-^ i'm glad he's wit sumone cuz a while back i was bugging him when he's gonna get a gf so yeah! ^-^ but then againz i got a lito sad cuz i was dinking about my relationship wit Evan, i'm missing him 24/7 almost and i cant keep him off my mind at skewl... and cant help it but lose my mind sumtimes cuz it's jus alot of emotion...

heyloz dere pplz.... i've been missing mah BeBe over 2 weeks, and finally i get to spend time wit him ^-^ yay!!! lolz

I woke up at 7 and left the house at 7:45 on the 15 bus, den the Bart and it SLOOOW in the morning got to J bus, and den i got to mah BeBe's house at 9:15 (it was the earliest time i went to his house! lolz) so yeah, wat we did was went to Slp, Eat, watch TV, Movies, arcade, and more slp haha.

the movies was okaes, our plan was to watch Resident Evil, and my bf was gonna buy the tickets if he can cuz he's only a Sophmore, and i'm a freshmen so yeah, but he couldn't buy the tickets so we had a back up plan, buy the Anaconda tickets and den sneak into Resident Evil haha, and Resident evil and Anaconda were practically across each other... and the things was i looked back to check if anyone was watching us walkin to the movie, LOLZ and there was sumone watching so i kinda pushed mah bf to the anaconda and told him sumone was watching us, lolz and den when i pretended to walk in the anaconda movie section i checked if the guy was styll watching us, but he left so i told mah bf that no one is watching us nowz lolz so we SNUCK in RESIDENT EVIL lolz!!! it was kinda funny to me, so yeah we went in and watched the movie and during the movie we was holding mah hand, it was fun today xD

heyz... wellz i made a bunch of new friends when i went to try out lion dancing, it was kewl. the bad thing was that mah teacher keeps walking off cuz sum pplz wanted help, so me and Kellii went practicing the Bao and stuff haha it was okaes jus that we've been abandoned LOLZ so we jus practice, stuff, and learned, it was fun it's gonna take me a while to learn everything but yeah it's gonna beh fun haha, so yeah... all of that was lyk YESTERDAY

so anyways TODAY... i'm goin to watch Anaconda wit mah friends lolz imma scare sum of dem LOLZ ttylz gotta get ready!

// MayMay

!!!!!!!!!!RECAP!!!!!!!!!!
okaes Today lolz we were GONNA watch ANACONDA BUT!!! we watched RESIDENT EVIL!!! shyt was kinda skurry but yeah i was laughing cuz of hellen, her ass keeps on being lyk covering her eyes and shyt, same wit annie, me i was lyk laughing LOLZ!!! when we all got skurred, Annie watches the movie and covers her mouth, Hellen Covers her eyes and me... wellz i was lyk HELL NO and leaning to the back LOLZ, should have seen me i was all moving and shyt all skurred, lolz but i'm proud, i'm a girl, so it's all good. The movie was pretty good.

after the movies we all went to CT and chill ova dere, i bought food and shyt, den umm went to lincoin wit annie lolz this retarde guy keeps saying mah Boo Mah Boo, even thoughti neva seen you before your always mah boo, and i'm lyk WTF lolz it was RETARDED so yeah...

umm den we all went home, i met up wit hella pplz from mah skewl and shyt lolz it was all kewl...

I MISS MAH BOO lolz

//May

*sigh* i'm oO sOo BoOreD... ( wandering when i'm chris gonna get his car and drive me n' hellie around to get food ) LOLZ

i wanna hold mah bf forever if i could... i miss him lyk hell, i wish we could juz be together, and he made me sad when he was talking about being on Brakes and shyt lyk that... and i cant get over the fact he actually said about wat if we did... and nowz i'm jus plain out sad... i think i need ice-cream and accept the fact that me and mah BF might break up...

*sigh* skewl ish okaes.. hella boring, hella dumb fuckers in mah class, and yeah i think the summer day camp took all the youth outta me >.<" and now i'm just hella serious and shyt and neva that really playful as i use to be... wow i dink imma grow up all alone with 824658027405374 cats *sigh* that's jus sad yeah...

SKEWL // mang i kinda hate high skewl right now... hella back breaking >.<" i'm so OLD NOWZ.... blah w/e easy ass h/w and shyt, jus hate PE fucking ponas.. makin up run up and down the stairs... grrrz!!!!!!

all i gotta say... i'm jus plain Sad...
----- Mayz